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Downtown busy streets creep by
we ride in airy bus, lamenting
German eyes obscure your truth
your words appearing merely friendly

Inquiries about my past
I tell you all my lonely tales
a few more blocks until we're back
and I just feel we've made a bond.

Suddenly the focus shifts
the true attraction shows itself
you lean toward me, leeringly
attempt a kiss I can't receive

For I have no interest in you
a woman's love is all I crave
you tell yourself I'm just confused
that I could love a man as well

Rumors fly with full abandon
friends give looks of wry surprise
believing yours to be the truth
while my recants all find no ears

Love misplaced grows fangs of green
words dishonest sing their song
Friendly trust melts into nothing
I walk on with thoughts of stone.
©2007-2010 *x-outsider-x
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Author's Comments

Ah, the days when I was dateless and the only sex that took an interest in me was my own...one that I had no interest in...true story. I didn't so much resent his advances, but I DID resent the rumors he spread, and the fact that everyone believed HIS version of events, not mine...

Funny how everyone started being nice to me when I announced I was engaged. It taught me a lot about how people see only what they want to see...

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:iconanonymouseone:
well written

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"you don't want to be an old lady on your death bed with a head full of regrets"
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Thank you :)

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That thou mayest be everything
seek to be nothing.

~St. John of the Cross
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I remember you telling be about this a while back. It's nice to see you've written something about it.
Nice work. :hug:
:iconstormyblueyz:
:hug: The last paragraph really is powerful for me. Reminds me of that friend I keep mentioning...

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:peace: & :love:
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Thanks :hug:

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That thou mayest be everything
seek to be nothing.

~St. John of the Cross

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